Belated X'mas

Happy Belated X'mas...

forgive me for being lazy to post anything recently..

i'm not forgot actually.. but because of Busy..

yes.. about my life recently was too busy..

because i must finish all of my final college's tasks..

kinda busy for this month..

about x'mas eve, i spent with my friends..

yupz.. we had alot of fun..

may this x'mas will leave a good impression for all of us..

cheerrsss....

:D

i think this last 2 months isn't a good month for a couple..

yupz.. what i means is relationship between boys and girls..

i saw many friends had a problem with this..

i hope all of u may overcome this..

remember..

every relationship has its own problems..

but what makes it perfect is when you still want to be there when everything sucks..

 

Chinese Bday

today is my chinese bday..

i wish for every little things in my life and every person in my life..

:D

thanks to everybody's effort..

thanks  for the surprise..

XD

growing up well.. ^^

12 Nov 2012

I was officially twenty two years on this last monday..

yupz.. twenty two on chinese ages..

someone told me that on this born day, we must thank to our mom because she brings us to this world...

yes.. u were right.. 

thank you mom.. without u, i wont at here..

thanks a lot..

love u mom.. and sorry for everything that i had made u sad..

hope mom always happy.. :D

talking about my bday.. hmmmm.. it's not as crowded as last year..

=))

because most of my friends were busy with their own things..

yupz.. i know.. all of us were busy recently..

but never mind.. i'm very thankful to those whose had made some plans for me..

i awore that all of people around me were a nice people..

i had met such a nice people in the journey of my life..

thanks God.. and i'll appreciate for sure..

thanks..

feel so blissfull..

this cake was amazing, right? XD

with my colleagues.. thanks.. :*

@ UIB..

with my colleges.. :* thanks.. but some of them can't attend.. :(

with my colleges.. :D

these were my bday's cake for this year.. it's amazing.. :D

Minds before Mouth

sometimes, a good chance only come once..

and once u reject or miss it, u will never find it anymore..

a good chance wont ask u twice or second time..

so make sure that before u reject, u must minds before mouth..

yupz..

as human being, we often mouth before minds..

it's means we always make a decision and replay others question or giving statements before a calm thought..

we always give out our respon with mouth without consider with minds..

and, as human being, what we said out is sometimes different with our thought..

actually we wanted A, but we said we wanted B..

OMG.. life is too complicated..

yupz.. it's our as human that make it complicated..

out minds does..

maybe it's called different on minds and different on heart..

well.. i dont think heart will have this kinds of feeling / kinda feeling of desire..

but, all of people and quotes most said, follow ur heart..

but.... it's difficult..

sometimes, once i said no, but after a second thought i was regret..

i regret about the decision and respon that i gave out..

but, there's not need to cry over a spilled milk..

so.. before making any decision, please make sure..

please had a second thought.. 

remember, Minds before Mouth..

Qing Fei De Yi

all of sudden, i saw my friend update his status with this lyric of song..

Qing Fei De Yi by F4 on Meteor Garden..

are u familiar with this song?

have u watched that Meteor Garden movie?? it's nice right???

Meteor Garden is one of the most famous Taiwanese dramas out there.

It is based on the Japanese manga Hana Yori Dango.

Meteor Garden also gave birth to F4, an extremely famous boy band made up of the male leading actors of the drama..

Meteor Garden also had many version.. it had a korea version and japan version too.. 

below is the Qing Fei De Yi lyric:

难以忘记初次见你　一双迷人的眼睛
nányǐ wàngjì chū cì jiàn nǐ 　 yī shuāng mírén de yǎnjīng
在我脑海里　你的身影　挥散不去
zài wǒ nǎo hǎilǐ 　 nǐ de shēnyǐng 　 huī sǎn bù qù
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
wò nǐ de shuāngshǒu gǎnjué nǐ de wēnróu
真的有点透不过气　你的天真　我想珍惜
zhēnde yǒudiǎn tòubùguò qì 　 nǐ de tiānzhēn 　 wǒ xiǎng zhēnxī
看到你受委屈　我会伤心
kàndào nǐ shòu wěiqū 　 wǒ huì shāngxīn

It's hard to forget the first time I saw you
that fascinating pair of eyes
In my mind your image couldn't get it out of my head
When I hold your hands and feel your tenderness
It's really a bit too much for me to handle
Your innocence is something I want to treasure
if you're wronged by anyone I will grieve

只怕我自己会爱上你　不敢让自己靠的太近
zhǐ pà wǒ zìjǐ huì àishàng nǐ 　 bùgǎn ràng zìjǐ kào de tài jìn
怕我没什么能够给你　爱你也需要很大的勇气
pà wǒ méishénme nénggòu gěi nǐ 　 ài nǐ yě xūyào hěn dà de yǒngqì

I'm just afraid I will fall in love with you - Dare not let myself come too close to you
I fear not having something to offer you - Loving you may require a lot of courage too

只怕我自己会爱上你　也许有天会情不自禁
zhǐ pà wǒ zìjǐ huì àishàng nǐ 　 yěxǔ yǒu tiān huì qíng bù zì jīn
想念只让自己苦了自己　爱上你是我情非得已
xiǎngniàn zhǐ ràng zìjǐ kǔ le zìjǐ 　 àishàng nǐ shì wǒ qíng fēi děi yǐ
爱上你是我情非得已
àishàng nǐ shì wǒ qíng fēi děi yǐ

I'm just afraid I will fall in love with you - Maybe one day I won't control it anymore
Thinking just makes one suffer - I just can't help falling in love with you

什么原因　我竟然又会遇见你
shénme yuányīn 　 wǒ jìngrán yòu huì yùjiàn nǐ
我真的真的不愿意　就这样陷入爱的陷阱
wǒ zhēnde zhēnde bùyuànyì 　 jiù zhèyàngde xiànrù ài de xiànjǐng

What’s the reason why I suddenly met you again
I really really don’t want to
fall into this love trap...

Crazy

i must be crazy recently..

why i cant stop my mind from u..

why u always appear in my day and night..

before i slept, i thought about u until i sleep away..

when i awoke on the middle night, u were the 1st who appear..

when morning, and i opened my eyes, u appeared..

i must be CRAZY.. 

OMG.. someone help me..

i dont even like this feeling..

it's tortured me badly..

:'(

*when all of u read this blog, all of u will confuse right? are u wondering that i'm falling in love?? =))

exactly nope.. what i'm not refer to Person.. please be noted.. :p

many things happened..

yeah.. of course.. if not, that's not life, right?

last night i received a news..

my besties has broken with her bf because her family aware about their relation..

yeah.. they were backstreet.. and unfortunately, her family know about it and asked her to break with him..

excuse me.... why do parents nowadays so unreasonable?

yeah.. of course they will say they are reasonable, please believe them..

and they will told that what they considers all are about us..

thats boy didnt suit with u.. please go back with your  exbf..

he is more suit that him..

sorry.. this is relation.. and parents didnt need to jump into this relation.. right?

but a relation without any blessing from family cant go smooth and happy..

what should she do?

and what will i do if i was her??

i dont know..

family is very important to me.. more than everything..

but, if i was on relation, that boy is very important to me for sure..

both side are important.. which side should i choose?

i really dont know..

just forget it.. i hope i wont meet this kind of case..

and please be strong friend..

please dont give up..

make ur parent believe about ur choice..

and make sure that he can bring u happiness..

that's the most important..

*big hug for u..

Recently

just realized that i had been absent for a long time from here..

so i decided to make some post..

about my recently life, "BUSY & TIRED"

i think all of us know how stressfull for a 7th terms colleger..

they must finished their KP and Skripsi..

so do i..

what i faced everyday and worried about was KP and Skripsi..

KP is easier than Skripsi..

about skripsi, nothing i can say.. only pray hard and hope God give me some strenght to finished it..

here is a illustration about my daily activities..

this is what i must input into my skripsi. all of listed company on Bursa Malaysia..

946 company above will be multiply with 5 years.. so i must input about 4.730 firms.. OMG..

But i will try to eliminated some of them.. =)) 

this is what i inputed everyday.. @@

Stress right? =))

but neverminds... what i concentrated now is about my graduation..

my graduatio is a head now..

once i finished these shit, i will be free..

pray hard.. 

Good Luck Friends... ^^