Recently

just realized that i had been absent for a long time from here..

so i decided to make some post..

about my recently life, "BUSY & TIRED"

i think all of us know how stressfull for a 7th terms colleger..

they must finished their KP and Skripsi..

so do i..

what i faced everyday and worried about was KP and Skripsi..

KP is easier than Skripsi..

about skripsi, nothing i can say.. only pray hard and hope God give me some strenght to finished it..

here is a illustration about my daily activities..

this is what i must input into my skripsi. all of listed company on Bursa Malaysia..

946 company above will be multiply with 5 years.. so i must input about 4.730 firms.. OMG..

But i will try to eliminated some of them.. =)) 

this is what i inputed everyday.. @@

Stress right? =))

but neverminds... what i concentrated now is about my graduation..

my graduatio is a head now..

once i finished these shit, i will be free..

pray hard.. 

Good Luck Friends... ^^

Blessed

all of sudden, i feel so blessed..

really thanks to God for His graces..

i knew, not all of my wishes were fulfill by Him..

but He did give me more than i wished..

thanks God..

last day, i read this quote while i was browsing..

A man asked Lord Buddha " I Want Happiness"..

Lord Buddha said, "First remove "I" that's ego..

Then remove "Want" that's desire..

See now u are left with only "Happiness"..

so, to be Happy, we must throw our ego and desire..

such a meaningful quotes..

i hope i may do it on my daily..

no more ego, no more desire..

i hand up to my Lord Buddha..

His plan and action are far good than we expected..

He is able who thinks He is able..

 

Tiring Trip

hi bloggers.. i'm back from my vacation..

talking about my vacation, there's no any special things..

nothing fun.. only a TIRING trip..

i went to Melaka for medical check up..

it took 3 hours by bus from johor.. such a tiring trip..

because we had a lot of luggage and my little boy (nephew) was go along with..

we must take care of him.. babysit of him..

thanks for the result from medical check up..

it's all health..

we spent 2D1N at Melaka, and then we go back to Johor for 5D5N..

it's really a tire trip.. and i got sick at there.. sucks..

we accompany my mother to buy her selling stuff at hometown..

my mom buy a lot..

x_x

i didnt buy anything.. (2 shorts, 1 shirt, and 1 shoes)

it much least than i planned before..

although it's not a nice trip, but i also played a lot at there..

(*with my nephew)

i'm very pleased when he called me "Yiiiii Yiiii"

such a cute boy..

i think he was a smart boy and had a bad tempered..

he always throw his tantrum..

when my mom scold him and hit his hand, he ran over and throw my mom makeupbag..

BRUAKKAKAK..

such a clever baby for his age (1 year 4 months)..

i wondered why he knew that bag was belong to my mom..

hahahhaha..

when he was been naughty and i hit him, he will hit me back..

OMG.. such a bad habit..

i kept scold him..

and the most funniest things is when i asked him to muach muach yi yi, he will close his face to my face and say "mmuuaacchhhh muuaacchhh"..

he knew who we were by pointing at us when we asked him where's mommy, yiyi, grandmom, and grandpa..

he loves play with us.. but we were too tired to play with him..

i think he was smart with his ages..

he loved to play his ipad games..

he may played them all..

thumbs up, boy..

and the funniest thing is everybody was asking whether he was a boy or girl..

OMG.. didnt u see him wear a boy clothes and short hair??

although it's not an amazing trip, but it was a nice trip..

thanks..

is it problem???

almost forgot that i had a blog..

sorry for being absence for about 3 weeks..

and today i want to share about my works..

it's hard to be an employee..

always being scolded  with unclear and unexpected case..

please noted it.. not all the things i can settle it down by myself without any corporation from others..

i'm not trying to blame the others..

yupz.. maybe i was wrong.. but can u be more considerate??

but it's hard to accept this kind of case to my fault..

here is the short illusion..

last day, i gave the checkbook to my lady boss (A) because we had a transaction at bank..

the check must be signed with two of my lady boss (ex: A and B).. and the B lady boss was waiting at bank..

so i gave that checkbook to A lady boss for her to bring to bank, so the B lady boss may sign too..

A lady boss told me that she will bring the book tomorrow morning (this morning)..

and i said, ok.. and i had to open the others check tomorrow..

but, this morning my A lady boss called me and said she need to fetch her guest at airport and so she can't go to office directly.. she said she will go to office at noon..

then i said, ok.. 

later at noon, i called my A lady boss to ask a checkbook.. and she said, ok.. she'll arrived later..

when she arrived, she only gave me the check that i open last day (one page of check that i must paid to supplier).. and she said that she forget to bring the others ( the checkbook)..

and i said nevermind.. because it's 2'oclock already and Bank was close at 3'oclock..

and it should not used to bring the checkbook because her house was at batam centre.. it took thirty minutes for the journey to come n back office..

here is the problems..

last day, my boss ask me to open and deposited Rp 20.000.000,- on his BCA account..

because bank was going to close until 27 August..

he afraid that office may use some money during these days..

and unfortunately, our balances at bank only can withdraw above 2'oclock (because the money only be actived today at 2'oclock).. so, i told him about this and he was understand.. so i dont think it's a problem..

at noon, he asked me again if the money can be withdraw or not.. i said not yet.. because i just called to the bank asking confirmation.. the he said, he afraid it might not able to deposited Rp.20.000.000,- to his account.. and i said, i had Rp 15.000.000 cash on hand because the payed from customer.. and i asked if he want to use that money deposited to his account for avoiding anything.. and when the cash on bank can be withdraw, i will open a check and returned.. maybe after holiday..

and he agree.. so i deposited its..

and the klimask is:

at 3 PM, my boss asked where's the check? and i explain to my boss that A lady boss was forgot to bring the checkbook, so we cant open the check..

thus, my boss was angry and said: it's his command.. why i dont do it? he said that he was dislike for being underestimated.. and i explain to him.. he asked me to tell A lady boss that if she cant delivery the things as order, please tell us asap. so, we may fetch the check on her house.. of course i didnt tell my A lady boss.. because A lady boss was a nice person and i believe she's not intentional..

so, do u see the problem??

1. i already deposited the cash to his account, and he was agree too..

2. he agreed my suggested that i will open the check if the balance at bank was active.. maybe after holiday..

3. one side's my lady boss, one side's my boss.. which should i hear??

it's impossible to ask lady boss to pick up the checkbook.. and to push my lady boss to come to office directly.. because she had her guest and she was not at home too..

hahahhhaha.. without my aware, i already write down such a long long long text..

=))

i dont sure u guys understand what i'm talking about..

but never mind.. i just want to pour out my feeling..

=))

ok ok.. forget this matter (although hard)..

i almost cry when i was being scold.. HAHAHAAH..

ok.. forget it..

i'll have a long holiday..

17 August until 28 August..

looking forward to my holiday..

Malaysia.. i'm coming.......

Be Strong

being too busy recently...

a lot of things happened..

and the best words to describe is "LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE"

T________T

as human beings, we only borrowed and stayed in this earth for a several years..

after that, when the time came, all of us must go from this earth..

the saddest thing is to see our beloved go away..

my best friend's mom was passed away..

i'm very shock at the first time..

i cant accept this reality..

my mind keeps playing the moment when we were with her mom..

telling a joke, sharing some stories, etc..

RIP Aunt.. and please be strong my friend and i believe u will.. (*Big Hug)

God will plan the best for u..

Dont worry..

hmm.. talking about my college holiday (*Big Sigh)

i'm doing nothing during this holiday..

and the terrible is, holiday has passes about 2 months..

i'm doing nothing about my college's task..

and the worst was, i was being busy for my job..

a lot of job must be done even my job wont be done..

x_x

it seems time flies very fast..

do u think so??

please hang on, time..dont pass so fast..

sucks n vexed

sucks n vexed..

these are what i feel right now..

finally i know why when someone got angry, he/she would had a heart attacked or high blood attacked..

OMG.. i feel that my head was full of blood..

so annoyed.. so sucks and so vexed..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

wanna explode them all..

i think this is the first time i had this kind of mood..

my lowest mood ever..

i feel breathless..

i'm very very very angry..

i keep remind myself to put it aside..

but i cant..

my heart full of messes..

i keep remind myself with : "inner peace.. inner peace.. inner peace.."

but it seems dont work..

i sighed with a long breath...

in... out... inn.... ouutt...repeatly..

all the things come out in one days..

ok.. ok.. it's okk...

inner peace..

feel better after write down all of this..

thanks to blog, the place where i may pour it all..