destroyed

u had destroyed ur own image on my mind..
i ever thought that u were the best ever..
i supposed that u were very good.. but now, i'm regret..
i'm regret that i though u as a good man..
all men are the same..
men can not be helped anymore..
T________T why?
feel a little afraid of u..
feel that i'm doing the worst things ever..
maybe i should aware soon..
(*the man whom i describe here is not category as friends.. so dont misunderstanding first)
the man at here is the man whom i admire the most..
but no from now on..
a bit sad..
why why why??
why men are all the same?
whyyyy????
maybe that is the weakness of men that can't change..
even he himself can't never changed about it..
okay.. accept this reality.. although a bit difficult..
finally, i missed someone whose i can admire him/her..