consultancy

hahhahaha..
i'm crazy soon..
a lot of unsolved matters..
and what i need now is a consultant..
a consultant who can open my mind, who can tell me dont be afraid..
go ahead and i'll find what i want..
someone who motivated me..
someone who lead me to the way that i wont regret on future..

i'm kind of girl that using a logic more than using my heart's words..
my logic's words and my heart's words often have some battle..
and the last, it didnt give me anything and i still on the same place endlessly..
i'm kind of girl that cant follow my heart's words..
maybe i'm afraid of its consequences or something else..
over time, this become my habit to not listen to my heart..
so, i really need someone who can open my mind..
i think only me have  this kind of feeling..
but unfortunately, my best friend ZLF also has this kind of feeling..
either me or she needs a consultancy too..
we are on the same boat..
hope someday we will open our mind and our heart..
i know this world is full of happiness if we are willing to be brave to make a 1st step..
and 1st step is the hardest step ever.. and now, i'm on this 1st step..
please someone, give me courage to take this 1st step and make me believe that..
i need your advice and your planning, my kindly God..
thanks a lot.. please bless all of my friends..
let Your love spread to all of human beings on this world..