Be Strong

being too busy recently...

a lot of things happened..

and the best words to describe is "LIFE IS UNPREDICTABLE"

T________T

as human beings, we only borrowed and stayed in this earth for a several years..

after that, when the time came, all of us must go from this earth..

the saddest thing is to see our beloved go away..

my best friend's mom was passed away..

i'm very shock at the first time..

i cant accept this reality..

my mind keeps playing the moment when we were with her mom..

telling a joke, sharing some stories, etc..

RIP Aunt.. and please be strong my friend and i believe u will.. (*Big Hug)

God will plan the best for u..

Dont worry..

hmm.. talking about my college holiday (*Big Sigh)

i'm doing nothing during this holiday..

and the terrible is, holiday has passes about 2 months..

i'm doing nothing about my college's task..

and the worst was, i was being busy for my job..

a lot of job must be done even my job wont be done..

x_x

it seems time flies very fast..

do u think so??

please hang on, time..dont pass so fast..

sucks n vexed

sucks n vexed..

these are what i feel right now..

finally i know why when someone got angry, he/she would had a heart attacked or high blood attacked..

OMG.. i feel that my head was full of blood..

so annoyed.. so sucks and so vexed..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

wanna explode them all..

i think this is the first time i had this kind of mood..

my lowest mood ever..

i feel breathless..

i'm very very very angry..

i keep remind myself to put it aside..

but i cant..

my heart full of messes..

i keep remind myself with : "inner peace.. inner peace.. inner peace.."

but it seems dont work..

i sighed with a long breath...

in... out... inn.... ouutt...repeatly..

all the things come out in one days..

ok.. ok.. it's okk...

inner peace..

feel better after write down all of this..

thanks to blog, the place where i may pour it all..