sucks n vexed

sucks n vexed..

these are what i feel right now..

finally i know why when someone got angry, he/she would had a heart attacked or high blood attacked..

OMG.. i feel that my head was full of blood..

so annoyed.. so sucks and so vexed..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

wanna explode them all..

i think this is the first time i had this kind of mood..

my lowest mood ever..

i feel breathless..

i'm very very very angry..

i keep remind myself to put it aside..

but i cant..

my heart full of messes..

i keep remind myself with : "inner peace.. inner peace.. inner peace.."

but it seems dont work..

i sighed with a long breath...

in... out... inn.... ouutt...repeatly..

all the things come out in one days..

ok.. ok.. it's okk...

inner peace..

feel better after write down all of this..

thanks to blog, the place where i may pour it all..