Down

today i'm not feeling good..

i like to cry out loud..

being a strong women are really hard and tired..

i'm not mean that i'm a strong women..

but i just feel very very very tired and wanna cry out loud..

dont ask me what's the matter or what's the problem..

the person who knows me will know..

i'll never tell the truth..

of course i'll say nothing goes wrong or i'm fine..

dont force me to say something i dont wish to spell..

my mind was keep making some dialogues to solve some questions..

but, i know.. i just lied to my self..

i just dont what to believe them..

yes.. they were right and truth..

time to put it down..

please.. i dislike this feeling..

i'm not bear to know the truth..

but i just dont want being kept in dark..

i just feel like to puke out all of them..

or gimme some forgettable water.. LOL..

ok.. i'm feeling much better after pour down somethings on my mind..

i dont want to keep dialoguing over the same questions everydays..

make me forget them..

maybe i should try to let myself being busy?

lol

ok ok.. i'm fine.. dont worry..

nice day bloggers.. 

Is It Worth???

hii bloggers.. it's had been a long time since my last post..

sorry for my absence.. i didnt aware that time had past about 3 months and now is October..

omo.. 2013 will be finished in a few months a head..

and there will no any 2013 anymore..

cherish..

hmm.. have u ever wondering about something which one is worth for u and which one is not??

yap.. i this is what i face recently.. and it was so annoying..

"Worth or Not Worth" is it Important????

i know, for some people they will say dont expect to much for its contribution, as long as u were sincere doing that.. worth or not worth is a second problem.. let's God arrange them..

but some people will put a worth position in front of everything..

for what i was doing so much thing if it's not worth for me??

yes.. both side had its own side of view and i just dont know what will the best for me..

Stay or Leave, it's two choice but hard to choose..

u were afraid that if u were stay, u would miss a good opportunity in outside.. and u dont know if it is worth for u to stay..

but if u chose leave, u were not bear to leave.. because there's some people need u most and ask u to not leave.. u dont want to break them heart..

yes.. i know.. we must choose any choices soon or later..

it's so frustrated..

what will u choose??

Does it worth for u to choose that choice??

Will u regret for the choice u had chose??

sometimes my logic was ask me to leave.. because there's another good place a head..

dont stay at the sameplace too long.. try to jump outside and see the world..

yes.. that's my logic thought..

but, my heart ask me to stay.. to help them till they are independent without me and know everything i had done well..

but, how long i will stay?? my youth time is priceless..

who will return my time to me??

is it worth for sacrifice its?

i was cant being cruel..

i was cant leave if there's someone ask me to stay..

but will my stay worth for it??

Good Luck for u and me..