Down

today i'm not feeling good..

i like to cry out loud..

being a strong women are really hard and tired..

i'm not mean that i'm a strong women..

but i just feel very very very tired and wanna cry out loud..

dont ask me what's the matter or what's the problem..

the person who knows me will know..

i'll never tell the truth..

of course i'll say nothing goes wrong or i'm fine..

dont force me to say something i dont wish to spell..

my mind was keep making some dialogues to solve some questions..

but, i know.. i just lied to my self..

i just dont what to believe them..

yes.. they were right and truth..

time to put it down..

please.. i dislike this feeling..

i'm not bear to know the truth..

but i just dont want being kept in dark..

i just feel like to puke out all of them..

or gimme some forgettable water.. LOL..

ok.. i'm feeling much better after pour down somethings on my mind..

i dont want to keep dialoguing over the same questions everydays..

make me forget them..

maybe i should try to let myself being busy?

lol

ok ok.. i'm fine.. dont worry..

nice day bloggers..