Getting Far and Far

didnt know why...
why we are getting far and far..

maybe we are from different world i think..
how to drag this distance.. @@
maybe i'm hoping too perfect..
but at least it goes to standard..
maybe at my eyes, "its" havent reached a standard line..
but maybe for others, "its" already the best ever...
really need someone to advice me how to do and his/her advise is the best decision and i wont regret someday..
=))

i try to build a big wall to block my heart from anyone that want to stole my heart.. =))
maybe i'm afraid of getting hurt..
that's normal right? hehehehe.. :D
but, sometime i'm feeling very tired..
=))
sometimes i just want to follow my heart, dont want to think about my head's words..
but it cant... once my heart's word appear, my head's words will appear too..
HAHAHHAHHAA..
that's me...
I'm afraid to make a first step.. first step is the difficult one..

Last.. i'm waiting for my MR. RIGHT.. i didnt know is he appear in front of me or not..
i really hope that can quickly meet and together with him.. =))
dear God, if he really my Mr. Right, make us together and drag all the distance..
but if he isn't, i dont want to waste my time..
throw him as far as U can.. =))
thank's..