unpredictable

life's unpredictable...
maybe it looks okay right now..
but a few seconds later, who's know..
i'm wondering why..
why did we ended like this everytime..
is it impossible to taking a relation between boys and girls?
relation that's i mean here is a best friend relation..
not a boy/girl friends relation..

u said that u'll wait..
although it's impossible..
and u said what are u doing is for urself...
u just dont want to leave any regret on future..
but, did u know?
did u know that what were u doing are only make me feel burden?
i didnt want to hurt u..
didnt want..
because i know myself well.. i know myself and i'm selfish..
i dont have any courage..
i need a lot of freedom now..
and i dont want to waste ur time..
dont want..

u asked me to find what will be the best for me..
u said that u wont control my life..
but, without u aware, u had already control it..
that's what i felt..
maybe now the best solution is avoiding..
let's time arrange all the thing..
thanks and sorry..