childhood

today, i viewed my old pictures when i was at kindergarten..

a lot of memories..

tell u something that i think u wont believe it..

i remember 100% about the situation and condition when i saw these pictures..

when i was young, i must do all the things by myself..

because i had 1year smaller youngest sister..

so, my parent was busy with her not me..

HAHAHHAHAHA..

thus, i do all the things by myself..

and because of that, my parent think i'm big enough to do by myself and as the time passed, they forget to ask me whether i could do it by myself or not..

a little bit sad when remembered my childhood time..

but i also feel very bliss that i could do it and now i become more independent..

 childhood's memories are very priceless..

still remember about my besties that i mention on my last post?

with initial ZLF... =))

hahahahha..

i had a lot of memories with her..

whether it was a sad memories, funny memories, or happy..

without we realized, actually we had acknowledge since we were at kindergarten..

wkkakakakkakaka..

i found us on these photos..

but we only knew each other when we were at primary 3rd..

at that time we were on the same class..

=))

but, later on primary 6th, we were having some quarrel and made us didnt talk to each other until we were on 2nd secondary school.. wkakkakakkakka..

when i remembered that, i found myself was too childish.. but it's ok..

at least it made us to have this kinds of memories..

finally, we were being best friend until now..

such a long journey..

i hope our friendship will never fade until the end..

wkakakkakkkkaka..

what are words

do u know what is true love??

does true love really exist?
I used to think that true love exists only in romance novels or movies..
But after knew this touching story, i had totally changed my mind..
It made me teary-eyed..

here i share u this lyrics..

it's show how true love works..

the title of this song is "what are words" by Chris Medina..

u may find his MV at youtube..

it was touch me a lot and it showed how great Chris Medina's unconditional love is..

His girlfriend was very beauty..
But two months before they were supposed to walk down the aisle,
Juliana (his girl friend) was involved in a major car accident.
Tragically, the crash left her partially paralyzed and caused traumatic brain injuries..
Medina continued on with her..

and this is how true love works between them..

What Are Words lyrics

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name
You'll see

How every single promise I'll keep
'Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most?

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words
If they're only for good times, then they don't?

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent
Just for me and I know I'm meant
To be where I am
And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave
When she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them when you say them?
What are words
If they're only for good times, then they don't?

When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here
Forever more

Every single promise I keep
'Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave
When you need me most?

I'm forever keeping my angel close

"Find someone who loves you at your weakest, who holds you in your darkest day, and who will stand by you forever more"

not ready yet

i just having some chat with my best friend initial ZLF..

we were chatting about something we called "Love"..

Love may make us feel good like heavenly and worst like the hell..

have u ever been loved??

to love someone, we need a lot of courage..

and to jump into a relation, we need a lot of confidence..

and for us, 1st step is very hard to begin..

so we are still on the zero step after a few years..

talking about love..

hmmm...

to love and to be loved is very important..

without these, our relation wont be long-lasting..

maybe we cant walk out from the last relation's experience..

all of us were afraid of being hurt and to hurt the others..

thus, we cant cover ourself  to walk out from this fearness..

sometimes, we were envy with others..

why do the others get easier to jump into one relation and we cant?

why do we confuse too much before trying?

why??

maybe because we are two minded..

heart minded and head minded..

and the winner always be head minded..

thus, we lost confidence.. because head minded always thinks about the consequence of failure..

sometimes, we just want someone. Someone we can call as our own.

to dote on him and to protect him..

HAHAHHAHAHAH...

isnt it nice??

hmmm...

to love and to be loved, we need to accept him/her with all his/her weakness..
and unfortunately, we are not ready yet for this..

before we can do it, we wont jumping in any relation..

just hope that all of us may walk out from the past and be confidence with ourself...

jia you jia you jia you....

kyaaaa~ \^o^/

activity

hmm.. finally i may enjoy the life that going out in the morning and backed home in the evening..

life's good now..

=))

i spent entire night with watching..

i had finished my "Ring Ring Bell / 真心請按兩次鈴" taiwanese series movies..

this movie roles by Peter ho and Janine Zhang..

it was a nice movie i think.. such a touch one.. i cried a lot.. wakakakkakaka..

and there's had a cute girl's name Dou Dou.. she is very adorable..

then i also had finished "Sunny Happiness / 幸福最晴天"

this movie roles by Mike He and Janine Zhang..

actually i havent finished its..

i just started from Episode 1, 2, and jumped to last episode (15)..

BRUAKKAKAKAKA..

so, i may count it as finished..

it didnt mean that film is not good...

its a nice movie too..

but, i cant spend my whole time with watching..

wasting my time..

right??

yupz.. i must fill my holiday with a lot of activities..

like...like...likee...hmmm.. i dont know..

maybe i shall finished my task about thesis ..

yupz.. i shall..

last, i was planning for learning to bake some cakes..

and fortunately, my friend is willing to teach me..

horee... looking forward through it..

:D

nice holiday friends..

holiday

hipp hipp horeey...

holiday is coming..

yes yes yes..

i just finished my exams for 6th term..

yes yes yes..

all the assignment had been hand up..

and i'll have a long break until 7th term..

its about 3month  i think..

yess..

i may pamper my self for this 3 months..

=))

i must plan about what i'm gonna to do for this 3months..

i wont let it past with nothing..

yupzz..

i must..

maybe i shall input some data about my thesis..

i must input about 953 company that listed on Bursa Malaysia..

and the worst is i must analyze it for 5years..

it means i must input and analyze 4.765  company..

OMG.. 1 spend about 15 minutes for 1 company..

so it means i must spend 71.475 minutes for finished them all..

71.475 minutes = 1.191,25 hours = 50days with 24 hours non stop..

i think it's impossible mission..

but i think it's better  for me to not input them first..

because my topic maybe be rejected..

all of us must wait until our topics had been really approved..

if it had been rejected, i must find another topic and analyze from zero..

OMG.. i cant imagine about that..

i'll be crazy for sure..

wkakakakkakaka..

hmm..forget about the college first..

enjoy my holiday first..

ahahhahahha..

nice holiday friends.. ^^

After this

being so long didnt post anything at here..

the only reason why was "Busy"..

pardon me for being lazy to post anything..

hehehhe..

today is our final test for 6th terms..

after this week, the exams will over and freedom will be us..

feeling so glad to think about a long holiday ahead..

i do believe "there's a rainbow after rain"..

so buck up friends..

:D
i had a good motivation words from....hmm.. i dont know..

hahhaahhahahha... it said:

DONT QUIT..

YOU'RE ALREADY IN PAIN..

YOU'RE ALREADY HURT..

GET A REWARD FROM IT..

hope that statements will motivate all of us..

please hang on..

we're on 6th terms now..

one year ahead, we will be a bachelor.. 

hang on...

buck up..

^^

one word

hi.. bloggers..

there's no other words to describe my condition..

only one word.. that is "BUSY"..

now, i know that why somepeople said time is not enough for them..

finally i aware these..

time seems past so fast..

it make me didnt know where i should be placed..

i lost my way..

@_@

hahahahha..

hmm.. mother's day is coming soon..

do u prepare anything for ur mom?

mother is the biggest gift from God to us..

so, please do cherish them..

respect them..

mother is an awesome people..

she is my S'Hero.. 

love u, mom... :*

i'm planning for heading to SLP this saturday to celebrate mother's day on sunday..

poor mom.. none of her children was at there..

so, we are planning to go back to there..

wait us, mom..

^^

actually it was a tired trip..

spending 4 hours in ship..

OMG.. i really hope that Batam to Slp is as near as Batam to Sg..

wakakakakakak..but, it's impossible.

may all of u have a wonderful mother's day with your family..

happy advance mother's day..

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